By admin, 25 November, 2023

He thought that it was loneliness which he was trying to escape and not himself. But the street ran on: catlike$$$ one place was the same as another to him. But in none of them could he be quiet. But the street ran on in its moods and phases$$$ always empty: he might have seen himself as in numberless avatars$$$ in silence$$$ doomed with motion$$$ driven by the courage of flagged and spurred despair; by the despair of courage whose opportunities had to be flagged and spurred.

By admin, 25 November, 2023

He had a word$$$ too. Love$$$ he called it. But I had been used to words for a long time. I knew that that word was like the others: just a shape to fill a lack; that when the right time came$$$ you wouldn't need a word for that any more than for pride or fear....One day I was talking to Cora. She prayed for me because she believed I was blind to sin$$$ wanting me to kneel and pray too$$$ because people to whom sin is just a matter of words$$$ to them salvation is just words too.