For without knowing the white man at close hand$$$ without having submitted to his wanton and arrogant kindnesses$$$ without having smelled the smell of his bedsheets and his dirty underdrawers and the inside of his privy$$$ and felt the casual yet insole

For without knowing the white man at close hand$$$ without having submitted to his wanton and arrogant kindnesses$$$ without having smelled the smell of his bedsheets and his dirty underdrawers and the inside of his privy$$$ and felt the casual yet insolent touch of his womens fingers upon his own black arm$$$ without seeing him at sport and at ease and at his hypocrites worship and at his drunken vileness and at his lustful and adulterous couplings in the hayfield$$$ without having known all these cozy and familial truths$$$ I say$$$ a Negro can only pretend hatred.