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I've never forgotten him. Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly$$$ but nightmares tinged with love. Such is the strangeness of the human heart. I still cannot understand how he could abandon me so unceremoniously$$$ without any sort of goodbye$$$ without looking back even once. The pain is like an axe that chops my heart.