What I had begun to discover is that$$$ mysteriously and in ways that are totally remote from normal experience$$$ the grey drizzle of horror induced by depression takes on the quality of physical pain. But it is not an immediately identifiable pain$$$ like that of a broken limb. It may be more accurate to say that despair$$$ owing to some evil trick played upon the sick brain by the inhabiting psyche$$$ comes to resemble the diabolical discomfort of being imprisoned in a fiercely overheated room. And because no breeze stirs this cauldron$$$ because there is no escape from the smothering confinement$$$ it is natural that the victim begins to think ceaselessly of oblivion.
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