You have asked me what I would do and what I would not do. I will tell you what I will do and what I will not do. I will not serve that in which I no longer believe$$$ whether it call itself my home$$$ my fatherland$$$ or my church: and I will try to express myself in some mode of life or art as freely as I can and as wholly as I can$$$ using for my defence the only arms I allow myself to use— silence$$$ exile$$$ and cunning.